In many ways this is Peter’s song.  The song of the disciple who is declaring their love of the Lord one minute and conveniently denying the Lord with their next breath.

LYRICS

I love you Lord,
and I still don’t understand why I betray you, Lord
Is it part of someone’s plan for me to be this child
Who runs away even when I know it’s best to stay

I need you, Lord
And I’m reaching out my hand for you to save me, Lord
Please take me back again.
I’ll try to stay this time,
I pray this time,
I won’t stray this time

MIDDLE EIGHT:
‘Cause when I’m close to you
I’m where I should be
Each day giving praise to you
I know there is no better place
to live than in your grace

But still I leave you, Lord
And go walking my own way, I don’t deserve you, Lord
So for these three things I pray
The time to know you Lord
the strength to serve you, Lord
The will to stay here, Lord

Words & Music by Joanne Boyce
Copyright © 1996 CJM MUSIC
CCLI & OneLicense No. 2098899
ALL RIGHTS RESERVED

Liturgical Use(s): Song (Lent); Penitential Services, Reconciliation

WHERE TO FIND IT

• Rejoice n Sing Audio Collection (4 CD set)
• Rejoice n Sing Digital Song Book (CD-Rom)
• Rejoice n Sing Virtual Song Book

PDF SHEET MUSIC

• PDF Chord Sheet [Free Download]
• Piano & Guitar Sheet Music [Available to purchase]

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What’s your story? Has this song has been part of your soundtrack of faith, or have you encountered it in a liturgy or at an event recently? Please leave a comment below…

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